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Poems

 

"Today

I am aware of the sound of the wind

outside

Silence inside

I feel broken

I am quiet moments of stillness

Evaporating

until

there's nothing left inside

but

laughter in starting a new page

I believe

in fate there is a purpose

Things can get better if I am aware of being

Me

Sustained

In this moment

In a new day "

 

 

"When I came to Prinsted I didn't bring my craziness,

but on the other hand I forgot my night sock

I forgot my pixies cd

and where the hell did my sense of calm go?

I meant to bring my restraint

but I think that fell out of the car window

Sadly I forgot my security

and come to think of it my sense of reason too

Forgetting my computer, was that a good thing?

And bringing my parents, how silly would that be?

Most of all I forgot my ambivalence

or did I?

Oh well,

whatever

never mind..."

 

 

"A room like this...

Almond walls, oak floor, aspect windows, slatted blinds,

Primary colour paintings,

A gnarled tree, A silent piano,

Easy sofas that take away stress and ease the pain,

Calming overlights that expose the shame,

A peace lily that craves a drink,

A careless patient who doesn't think,

Some blushing violets that do not shrink,

Where anger and rage may spill and be contained

And turned into love that is not stained

A love that cannot be refused

Even though it may amuse

I find myself in this corner

Feeling loved but still confused. "

 

 

"Swimming deep in the distant lakes,

In this dreamy mind state that I create to escape a life I hate,

First I wait for day break, no need to catch a train,

This is purely a mental journey I make,

To landscape which fade into a distance,

Deep visions open my ears, now listen,

Hear that?........No bitching,

This is a place where everybody fits in,

Fiction, a place to enter in your dreams,

Be careful though if you confuse it with reality,

By all means please believe, but don't be greedy,

This is a place that many people need to see,

So...why am I here

I do it to escape the confusion,

The confusion of life's ongoing illusions,

What's true and what's not,

What have I got to prove and,

What can I do to make this madness stop."